So I will speak about the thoughts that are in my mind.
You may believe that I have done wrong things. Tell me what they are.
And you seem to help very bad people even when they are doing very bad things.
And you seem not to see things as people see them.
You life does not have an end like ours does.
I do not know why you have to do that.
But you also know that no one can save me from you.
But now it seems that you want to kill me.
Now it seems that you want to make me into
So you made my body with only a little material.
and you covered them with skin.
You have always watched me to save me from danger.
I know the thoughts that were in your mind.
And then you would not
But you never see the good things that I do.
Whatever I do, I am ashamed.
Whatever I do, my life is full of trouble.
But then you catch me as a
And you use your power against me.
You become more and more angry with me.
You attack me again and again.
I should have died before anyone saw me.
Or perhaps I should have died straight after my birth.
Turn yourself from me so I can be happy for a moment.
Then I will go to a place from which I cannot return.
In that place, it is as dark as midnight in the middle of the day.” ’